I think about/I am

i think about your fingers tracing the inside of my heart

(i am bleeding because i squeezed your hand)

i think about your laugh piercing through my soul

(i am nothing but holes because i pulled away)

i think about your face indenting my mind

(i am blind because i looked at another)

i think about your lips eating at my mind

(i am thoughtless because i  wouldnt  let you taste me)